AngelicTygress's Blog
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4/1/08 5 CommentsHappiness in relationships
Is it even possible for someone to feel real happiness and love with someone they're only infatuated or obsessed with? What harm does a relationship like this do to someone? To me, unless something is as real as possible, be it through something spiritual or with real love, then it's not real and the happiness is fake as Monopoly money. There's no real purpose with infatuation, no real connection unless it is the shallow kind. I worry about anybody who goes through infatuation and thinks they are happy just because they are with someone drop dead gorgeous or handsome without feeling a real connection. You can't judge loved ones by how alike you think they are to you nor by unfair ideals. Not everyone can be a model or have clear skin, or be adventurous, or built like a body-builder. Happiness is not about superficiality, it's in spite of it. Don't love him just because he is a handsome and athletic man and don't love her just because she is an adventurous super model or whatever shallow ideal seems to pop into mind.
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3/16/08 6 CommentsSoul Sadness
Right now, I feel pretty depressed and I am not sure when I will shake it. I hate it when I get sad like this. I guess it's because I thought my dream interpretation business would've taken off by now or that I would've lost weight by now or it could be regret of many things. I know I am not alone but that doesn't shake the feeling I have, like I am alone. I basically feel that a man I love has left me for woman who is just an escape for him- that's the only way I can describe it right now. I don't feel loved, I feel like my dreams are gone, I don't feel like I belong here, like everybody else' s life is going great and but I am still trying to play catch up while trying to regain all the dreams and hopes I had, but it won't feel the same if I do and letting go is too painful. And I don't know what I did wrong. I want my dreams and hopes back but I don't know how long it'll take them to come back to me. All I have now are trying to lose wieght, getting my business of the ground because job prospects aren't great. I don't have a car and I have a very deep phobia of driving. It's hard enough being a passenger right now. I'd have to be hynotized in order to get my license. I feel like I need help but it is not available right now, so I have to wait until it comes. Why do I have to be around negativity at home? I need a vacation from this, even this Club hurts me sometimes because people joke about being obsessed and that is no laughing matter. That alone makes me tempted to wipe out my basic account here, but I'd miss too many people. I hope I snap out of this, I don't feel like myself and my life and dreams don't feel like they belong to me either. Thank you for listening.
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3/14/08 3 CommentsTwo Wolves
I had to share this because it bears truth and it is a Cherokee teaching. And I am part Cherokee (just a little lol) and so I am very interested in Cherokee spirituality. I hope you like this story.
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3/5/08 1 CommentHere's a scary thought
The subconscious human mind does not know the difference between an experience you've only visualized and one you have actually physically experienced and remember. Good news for athletes, bad news for anybody who daydreams constantly about dating someone you have just met or never met so it is possible to actually brainwash yourself into becoming obsessed. That is scary. shudders
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2/27/08 4 CommentsIt's official now
This site is the only one I can get to, the other one has been frozen until I can PAY to renew. And I am still broke and doing quite a bit of typing doesn't help my hand much, so finding a job will be tough unless I can find a for real "work at home gig." I have also been practicing giving readings on Myspace and I do feel better about where I feel I am going. In fact I ordered some business cards!! I can't wait to give them out, but first I need to give readings in person. Wish me luck people! LLF Elisha
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Hey it's me Elisha, I decided to sign up for a freebie in case I can't renew. My interests are obviously art, music, writings and I love my spirituality. I am a dream interpreter and I am studying to give psychic readings, or more appropriately, advice sessions. Criss is awesome, as always and my favorite bands, in order are Metallica, HIM, Disturbed, and Godsmack. I love 80s stuff because that's my childhood right there. I feel my primary inspiration is be help others with their dreams and to be a writer and poet. A very wise friend told me that
"Inspiration comes from something higher than us...
It's from the spirit... and if it comes calling, you must follow it...
So follow your heart... no matter how impossible it may seem today"... and I believe him.
I still admire Criss' lifestyle of MindBodySpirit, but I add heart to mine, how else do you complete life? So, to everyone, live it like MindBodySpiritHeart!!
www.myspace.com/villesfeminineside,
www.freewebs.com/angelictygress,
www.kasamba.com/angelictygress,
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